How everything has gone wrong
And I know that I have been a mistake
All that I do and say are my faults
And its too late to rectify
When friends are they who have left me
To bring a change in me
Leaving me to wonder where I went wrong
Why do I fail to judge people?
And end up so horribly bruised?
Why am I misunderstood so much?
And then blamed for what I never meant
May be all that I believe in
Are just illusions
I hurt people and end up hurting myself manifold
But I still remain the heartless bitch
Who plays with emotions
And makes fun of others
But then why am I the one
Who is always betrayed
And vilified and maligned?
If I am asked to change today completely,
Leaving behind the 'me' of all these years,
Does this mean that my life till now is a mistake?
I just wonder now
How long can I endure the fact
Of being the most flawed person on earth?
6 days ago