Friday, November 07, 2008

Introspection

Its surprising

How everything has gone wrong

And I know that I have been a mistake

All that I do and say are my faults

And its too late to rectify

When friends are they who have left me

To bring a change in me

Leaving me to wonder where I went wrong

Why do I fail to judge people?

And end up so horribly bruised?

Why am I misunderstood so much?

And then blamed for what I never meant

May be all that I believe in

Are just illusions

I hurt people and end up hurting myself manifold

But I still remain the heartless bitch

Who plays with emotions

And makes fun of others

But then why am I the one

Who is always betrayed

And vilified and maligned?

If I am asked to change today completely,

Leaving behind the 'me' of all these years,

Does this mean that my life till now is a mistake?

I just wonder now

How long can I endure the fact

Of being the most flawed person on earth?

3 comments:

Rob Kistner said...

Greetings – Interesting site you’ve created! I came by to say hi …and to invite you to stop by Image & Verse for a visit, or just to say hello.
…rob

yossarian said...
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mack said...

Confessions of a pessimist soul! Brilliantly put though! Indulgence into the luxury of grief and pain.................loved it!